Li Wei faintly noticed that something was wrong with Zhao Huasheng, but what was wrong with her said that she couldn’t come. Although they couldn’t say that they were connected for more than a year, they also had many tacit understandings. At this moment, Zhao Huasheng made her feel a little weird.
But Li Wei did not speak, but still listened quietly.
"I want to give up all this and give up this," Zhao Huasheng said faintly. "But … all the people in the world are looking forward to my great discovery, expecting that I can solve the solar crisis and save the whole human culture from suffering. I think of the Freya family who died in freezing snow and ice. Those old people think of the Pacific Ocean and the Atlantic ice sheet and risk their lives to maintain the supply line in Equator City … My heart hurts like a knife."
"Can you understand me, Li Wei? I want to give up, but I have no reason to give up … "Zhao Huasheng said with pain," I want to give up, but I can’t give up, which makes me feel very painful. "
Zhao Huasheng’s eyes are still calm and cold in the dark, and there is no mood fluctuation.
Chapter sixty-five Thinking about Li Wei
"You can do it. Now that my brother has chosen you, you will have this ability, but you haven’t found the final answer yet … Watson promised me that you must be strong and I will always accompany you." Li Weirou said.
At this time, Zhao Huasheng’s mind once again came to the sound of isolated life. "Very good, Zhao Huasheng. Did you give up this time to pave the way?" I see your sincerity. You are much better than Richie. "
Because of Li Wei’s side, Zhao Huasheng did not respond to the words of isolated life, and Zhao Huasheng did not respond to Li Wei’s words. In this darkness, Zhao Huasheng was still cold and calm, looking at the ceiling and breathing long and comfortable.
Li Wei seems to have fallen asleep in this long silence. I don’t know how long it took Zhao Huasheng to fall asleep.
When I woke up again, the sky was already bright. Zhao Huasheng opened his eyes and found that Li Wei had disappeared. At the same time, there was a collision sound of kitchen utensils in the kitchen. There was a food aroma coming in. Zhao Huasheng got up from bed and pushed the door. Li Wei said, "Are you up?" Pack up a breakfast and the horse will be ready. "
"Good" Zhao Huasheng promised to sit at the table after washing. After last night, the two of them became close again. Many lovers looked at each other sweetly. After breakfast, Zhao Huasheng put on his coat and said to Li Wei, "I’m going to graduate school."
Li Wei came forward and carefully helped Zhao Huasheng to arrange a collar and then said, "My house will wait for you."
They hugged Zhao Huasheng and knocked at the door, but before leaving home, Zhao Huasheng seemed to remember something and returned. "By the way, you have prepared a gift for me and have always forgotten to give it to you."
"Me? Gift? " Li Wei is full of surprise. It is normal for Zhao Huasheng’s lovers to give gifts to each other. However, Zhao Huasheng is somewhat surprised when this happens. Because Zhao Huasheng is a dull man, he probably doesn’t have such romantic things in his mind.
"Yes," Zhao Huasheng nodded and then went back to his room. He took out the CD he recorded a few days ago and handed it to Li Wei. Then he said, "I’m not allowed. If you miss me, you can have a look at it … This is a gift I gave you. Please don’t show it to others."
Li Wei’s heart is like being scratched by a cat’s paw. She is very curious about what Zhao Huasheng gave herself. In a true sense, this is the first gift Zhao Huasheng gave herself since she met her.
When Zhao Huasheng left home, Li Wei couldn’t wait to take out the CD and put it in the CD-ROM drive. Li Wei’s heart was full of expectations. After the video file was beaten, Li Wei kept a close eye on the display screen and refused to be wrong for a moment.
When Zhao Huasheng smiled and the image appeared on the monitor, Li Weixin jumped hard. I don’t know what Li Wei always felt a magical power from Zhao Huasheng’s smile, which not only reassured himself but also made him infatuated.
"He is to want to and I say what sweet nothings? Because I am embarrassed to say it face to face, I will record it as a CD and then tell it to me … I didn’t expect this piece of wood to be expert. "Li Wei is full of sweet thoughts.
Until now, Li Wei’s mood is still excited and joyful, and those words such as "very tired" and "want to give up" that Zhao Huasheng said last night have not been put into Li Wei’s heart. Li Wei knows Zhao Huasheng just like Zhao Huasheng knows Li Wei. Li Wei knows Zhao Huasheng’s character and knows that Zhao Huasheng will never give up insisting on a right thing. Li Wei just talks about those words as a dead night to vent his pressure.
However, Li Wei quickly noticed that something was wrong, because Zhao Huasheng kept smiling in the picture, and the expected sweet words did not appear. Until the end of this video, Zhao Huasheng did not say a word. Zhao Huasheng just looked at the camera and smiled, and it didn’t move.
This is Zhao Huasheng’s first gift to Li Wei. This is the first thing Zhao Huasheng gave to Li Wei after the two became most intimate, but there is nothing in it except Zhao Huasheng’s smile.
Li Wei’s face became dignified. Li Wei suddenly felt that the scene seemed deja vu at the moment.
Li Wei remembered the blank sheet of paper left by his brother Richie to Zhao Huasheng.
Li Qizhen left Zhao Huasheng a blank sheet of paper with nothing.
Zhao Huasheng gave himself a CD, and then this CD also had nothing but a smile.
A huge cloud of doubt enveloped Li Wei, who grabbed the mobile phone and wanted to call Zhao Huasheng to ask what was going on, but Li Wei pressed the last number of the string of numbers and Li Wei’s hand fell down and did not dial out the words.
Li Wei’s expression became serious. In just a few minutes, Li Wei completed the transformation from a young woman who lives at home to a scientific elite. Before the outbreak of the solar crisis, Li Weilai, a worker at Li Wei Institute of Optics, was a scientist, and Li Wei even had an honorary position as an associate professor at the university.
Li Wei vaguely felt that something had happened to Zhao Huasheng, but for some reason, Zhao Hua told himself these things just like his brother did at the beginning.
Li Wei silently got up and hit the window, blowing his face with the warm spring breeze-because the average temperature of life city has risen to about 17 degrees Celsius due to the sunlight reflector, it is no longer cold here.
The breeze made Li Wei gradually calm down, and Li Wei tried to remember every word Zhao Huasheng said to himself last night. Li Wei chewed these words repeatedly and tried to interpret the hidden meaning in these words.
Li Wei doesn’t know whether to report the situation to Mengzhuo Scientific Research Department and the psychological expert group at this moment, but after thinking, Li Wei finally gave up the idea of disclosing this matter for two reasons. First, it is not appropriate to make a mountain out of a molehill just because he feels so at this moment. Second, Li Wei doesn’t know Zhao Huasheng’s meaning. If this matter is disclosed rashly, it may have a bad influence on Zhao Huasheng.
Li Wei tried to recall the dazzling details of crazy in love last night. Even if I think about it at this moment, I still feel a little shy, but now is not the time to be shy.
After trying to restore the details of last night, Li Wei was surprised to find one thing, that is, Zhao Huasheng didn’t seem to have spoken during the whole process last night. Of course, this may also be because he was too drunk at that time and ignored Zhao Huasheng’s words, but Li Wei believes that if Zhao Huasheng really wants to tell himself something, Zhao Huasheng will not fail to consider this, and he will not fail to consider the possibility that his words will be ignored by himself when he is intoxicated.
Then put the memories before and after the event.
Li Wei tried hard to recall what Zhao Huasheng had said and finally recalled it bit by bit.
"He said … he couldn’t control himself … after that, he said … he wanted to give up, but there was no reason to give up, and he said … I don’t want to show it to others." Li Wei summed up Zhao Huasheng’s words and summarized these three key points.
Originally, Li Wei took Zhao Huasheng’s saying that he wanted to give up his words as an act of talking to his lover in the dead of night and looking for comfort and strength from his lover, but now it seems that things are not so simple.
Zhao Huasheng does have some anomalies.
Li Wei still clearly remembers what Zhao Huasheng said when he announced the truth of the solar crisis. Zhao Huasheng said that Li Qi’s mistakes would be borne by him alone … Zhao Huasheng just downplayed that almost everyone dared not take responsibility. Zhao Huasheng was so responsible, so broad-minded and ambitious that Zhao Huasheng … How could he personally say that he would give up such words when he promised to protect women all his life?
Li Wei frowned tightly.
Zhao Huasheng is eccentric. Zhao Huasheng must want to tell himself something, but Li Weifa has solved the puzzle assigned to him by Zhao Huasheng. Li Wei knows that there must be something happening to Zhao Huasheng. This kind of situation is absolutely impossible for him to personally ask Zhao Huasheng, which may put Zhao Huasheng in danger.
Li Wei decided to go to Zhao Huasheng to verify this in his own way.
After making this decision, Li Wei also returned to normal. Li Wei also cleaned the room as usual, and then meditated to read some scientific documents, supplemented some papers that he had not finished yet, and passed the day.
I waited until Zhao Huasheng came back. Li Wei prepared dinner as usual. Before and after sitting at the table with Zhao Huasheng, Li Wei said to Zhao Huasheng with some sadness and shyness, "Watson, is my chest really small?"
Li Weiruo observed Zhao Huasheng’s reaction, and Zhao Huasheng’s expression was still very dull. Zhao Huasheng replied, "Not small, very suitable and beautiful."
"So … when we were dating near Lake Baikal, why did you touch my chest and say that my chest was small?" Li asked grinning.
Chapter sixty-six Secret information exchange
After asking this slightly embarrassing question, Li Weiliang was full of tenderness and looked at Zhao Huasheng with a full smile, carefully observing the slight expression change on Zhao Huasheng’s face.